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current last time a token of turkletons made a connection to poast:

updated_at | 2026-03-31 00:39:14

next update: whenever I notice the window change to a new date

*this is not a guarentee he is alive, but somebody is accessing his account, last time before the 31st it was almost 3 weeks between the last time it was accessed. i do not have access to contact him or his family and we will not hand out personal information to law enforcement, so we wont be giving it to users either.

he has had contact with people on here, they have ways to contact him beyond what i can offer which is the last date a token of his was used on poast to read, update, delete notifications, poasts, messages whatever

RT: https://poa.st/objects/e0de6055-a85f-4fee-9cdf-bb68f51378c2

I would be very sad if we lost him and there was nobody to tell us for certain. I was sad for weeks when @Royper had the announcement by a family member that he had passed. I knew him from twitter, I did not know him personally but he was local and I was making plans to hang out with him in person that summer. I think that one hit us all hard because none of us expected him to just die in his sleep, but I am glad his was peaceful. I hope turtkleton is still with us, but if he isn't I hope his was also peaceful and there is a way we as a community can contribute to some fund toward maybe helping his family/cats or research in his name

Okay, somebody on a phone that is logged into Poast marked his notifications read on March 31st at about 8:39PM ET. There was no login, this was an existing login and the only activity was marking notifications read. I will hold out hope and I hope you aren't right, but if there isn't an update after a few weeks I will agree with you.

I wasn't close with him like you guys were but I did enjoy him and I would often defend him against people who were bothered by his cat posting (wont name people, but I hope he feels eternal sadness for this). I will keep close tabs on this. I just wish somebody would notify us of any kind of outcome. at least with Royper his brother was able to access his desktop (I verified via steam chat). I would hate to have lost another good brother. that would be two this year and we are barely 4 months into the year :/

I have this already for people in positions where I need to be replaced, for example when I die Poast will remain online indefinitely, it will have to be scaled back which I have written guides and programs for somebody like yockey, who is my successor to do which make it super simple. Crunchbits owner has already agreed to keep Poast online in the event something happens to me until yock decides if he can continue funding with what I will leave to him, or what. The owner has told me he won't ever turn it off but I am not going to burden him with the operation cost, even if it's cut back to 1/3 like my plan will be.

I have a will. up until you reminded me to update it it gave most of what I have on this earth to my ex. I am still very upset with her but I have forgiven her in my heart but I do not believe she deserves anything from my estate, so it is being distributed to people in my life I believe deserve it, two of them probably definitely do not expect it but they stand to receive a lot.

I am ready for it because my dad was taken from me quickly, too. He had lung cancer for 5 years nearly. He was given a clear diagnosis, he beat it with treatment. a couple weeks later he had problems eating, felt bloated and then severe stomach pains. They admitted him to the hospital for 2 nights, sent him home with a gigantic jar of pain meds and a prognosis of 7-10 days. he died within 5. They had literally just delivered the bed to my parents house the day before and hooked him up to a drip. He died within minutes of me leaving to make dinner for myself. He waited until I wasn't around to let go because he was trying to hold on and be strong for me.

I am familiar with death and what it feels like to lose somebody who means everything to you, and I am familiar what it feels like to lose somebody who you might not have known well but in passing always brightened your day and I can tell you both hurt in their own unique ways.

If a woman hasn't given you children, she hasn't given you anything

Your father was the same sort of thing with my grandfather and I've had to help my father through the process becuase when my 'dad' (grandfather) died it was much of the same but I had nobody to help me. I still remember the last time I talked to my ghastly grandfather, I told him that we had to leave because my brother's dog was scaring my wife and kids and instead of killing the dog, we were going back down to the valley. He said "oh, well, I am glad you came and saw me". - We got him a HUGE sheepskin blanket to comfort him. I regret leaving despite the danger to my kids. I wish I knew him better. He picked me up when I was homeless as a kid once

You and I know age comes with sorrow and pain and 'the shit' - yet we live.

I am not discounting that, but you and I handle loss much differently as I have never been religious. I was born into an anglican family that never attended church for anything other than weddings and funerals. When I moved to the US I tried to change that, I would attend mass for Christmas eve, for example. But I've never been devout so I am not as certain in my beliefs as you are when it comes to where we go and what happens. I hope I can see my father again. I ask him every single day what he would do in my position, lord knows I have an entire library of shit to ask if I can ever see him again.