Egregoros

The last Owl died from missile strikes in February. The new clone isn't the same

Medicated Owl™️ is freaking me out.

I am actually freaking out because I am reading crazy things that I used to write that made me indistinguishable from the most hardened racist to walk the fucking planet.

what are you on, ill take the same

Seroquel and Lorazepam mostly. I was actually forced to take it for the while I was in the bin and when I got out I just kept going.

@Owl @SK1ZM @graf Do you HAVE to keep taking that garbage?

No, I'm not being "forced" to at this time.

Because it saps my motivations and puts me in a state of numb-mindedness which may be a requirement for my own sake.

@Owl @SK1ZM @graf >Because it saps my motivations and puts me in a state of numb-mindedness

fucking hate that. that’s NOT a good way to live, you can barely call it being alive.

>which may be a requirement for my own sake.

NO IT’S NOT. STOP. I’M SERIOUS.

no man you don't get it. i've actually been dealing with what owl is describing for most of my life because i chose to be drunk for most of it. hangxiety is what its called

If I get off of this stuff I don't know what will happen.

Xeraser, the fact that I'm surprised at the things I used to post is a pretty good indicator that I've lost several different versions of myself, idk. It's a very weird experience.

im concerned but if i make a comment you will just call me names instead of resolve any issue so you kinda deserve it dude

LMFAO no idea what you are talking about idiot