@p @Economic_Hitman @GhostOfMoshe @Godsend @Kensurgence @MagicMoshe @Mombi @SilverDeth @VaxxSabbath @bonifartius @freemayonnaise @ins0mniak @mkultra @mrsaturday @nimt @takao @thebitchisback @w0rm @yaboisugoi he basically the end of the world scenarios from the final Fantasy game then the activation of the Samson Option and a count down timer from Metal Gear Solid 1 until the nuke events in Far Cry 5 and Joseph Seed. Then going into vampire hibernation for a while until AFTER the apocalypse, a death stranding type world, and waking up as Sam from that game. Another alternative post apocalypse setting is Far Cry New Dawn where Joseph Seed eats the apples from the tree and has intense trips, in this case the cashew tree apple.
Basically I was the main character from all of those games combined into one. I also remember seeing posts on 4chan about the skies over America being blood red and a blue beam light coming down. I thought it was all happening during the nights of October 23 to the morning of October 25 when I finally snapped out of that insane trip when I spoke to that girl who had said "I'm not a Goddess, I'm God. When I as Krishna could make brother against brother... ".
So yea from the point of view of the mainstream, this was a full psychotic break but I never felt so alive as I did during that trip. 5 months sober now and feeling dead like a vampire in hibernation. I wonder when the next chaos period begins? Maybe nuclear power plants get blasted this weekend in Iran then the activation of the Samson Option once Israel gets blasted too.
I wonder if what I saw what some kind of vision of the coming apocalypse